[SUNSHINE]





--Woke up...with a sharp pain in my head. It was as if a knife was piercing through my head..all


over it. I took a deep breath...and calmed my mind...to overcome the excruciating pain of hell.


Well, it took me 5 seconds. :P . So...when i turned my head to the direction of my laptop...a holy aura was emitted. It was asking me to switch on the laptop. With haste, i quickened my steps heeding to the call of the holy aura. As i switch on my laptop...i gave life to it.





Did some chatting in msn...facebook and stuff...and yeah.





At around 10am, i dressed up in my Track pants and shirt, and head down to my training facility, to have my Ninjutsu training. Nothing much really...just physical conditioning...,practiced our techniques...and sparring. (Weapons)
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[PATHWAYS]





After my tireless Ninjutsu training...I was hungry, but decided to have my lunch at Macdonalds when i meet Chia Min(CM) and gang. However, Nelia-Chan called me, and asked me to come to school and study...Being a good brother of her...I decided to skip lunch and went to school straight. I was abit grumpy though... as i did not eat anything.





Well, i entered the canteen, and was suprised to see many "O" level students studying in canteen...I guess we are all psyched up for O's... However , I did not went berserk against CM-san, as i was too hungry :( . Me, Hock ann, Nelia-chan, Reuben, and CM-San continued to our studies after my arrival. After a few moments, I bought some red bean buns at the provisional shop, and, that was my only source of energy for 24/10/2009, Saturday.





At around 5.30P.M, we left the school and headed for Kovan Macdonalds to continue our studies. There, we met some of my clan members; Daryl Pang, Chong Siang, Hock Koon, Jonathan, Fahmi and Wei Cheng. Wei Cheng and Jonathan went off after we arrived, to play 8-ball Pool with Hock ann at the SuperBowl centre.





We talked about some clan issues, where we had some internal disputes amongst us. I just wish the clan can be united with strong bonds...like in the past. The upcoming chalet will boost our bonding with each other. :) . So, some of us studied, some us slacked around, and some of us played. I was part of the "Slack and Play" group .
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[DAY WENT, NIGHT COMES]





Night time, and my stomach was pleading for some salts and metals. As I did not have enough money...as i have some financial issues, i decided to go Cold Storage with CM-San, Hock koon and Chong siang, and grab some Milk. After we went back to Macdonalds, Darryl angelo approached me, and talked about some matters...that many people were involved. For some of the readers who are reading this, you should know about it...





Darryl told me some issued with the person , code-named [S] , about some issues she has with him... I just wish that all this would be over...Darryl, if you're reading this, just forget about the whole thing. It wont affect your life in any way. To [S], you too.. forget about it. [E] treasures you like you're his treasure. And Ruben was somewhat being a busy-body...





After all that, me and my clan sat down outside the Macdonalds, and had a discussion about the Clan's strength and weaknesses. We were mainly talking about who can take over Team 2's Commander's Post. It was either me, Hock koon or Sam. We're still choosing. I missed the Clan...where we would all gather one side...and just joke around, seeing girls, or just being a Jack-ass. I'm looking forward to the chalet. ;) . So around 11pm, we parted ways, and head back to sanctuary.
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[RAIN OR SHINE, YOU WILL STILL BE MINE]








Reached home...and i received a disturbing news. It was related to Reuben. I was damn pissed-off by that news...as i am the bridge, while the "others" are a piece of land, connected by me. My situation is too complex to tell...





Reuben, i have to post about you. I'm sorry. I gave you countless chances... I gave up my pride to protect you from others who teased you...I gave you my priceless friendship. So..what did you give me? Empty promises...stubbornship....and taking advantages of my chances. Remember...I'm giving you one final chance. If you break this chance...I'm making sure you will regret ever knowing, Jake Tuliao Wolfy / Jamal Al-Din. He, who chose to be kind, will turn evil, and gives you hell, and he, will show you his dark side. I am bloodshot serious.





So...Now i'm calmed, by the soothiness of my music...and my deep breathings of meditation.


Eugene told me about that chance...I'm not sure about it. But I'm still waiting... You can do it Eugene...almost there...trust me... as your friend...as your brother.. :).
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[SELF-REFLECTIONS]





I realized that nowadays, many of my friends seek help from me... God gave me that wish. I wished that people will ask me help, and he gave it to me. Thanks god, hope you are reading my post. :) .





I help people guide their way, to solve their problem. Although i can only help to a certain extent, some of their problems are solved, while some are still in pending. I just hope they can just appreciate me. I just want to be appreciated. I know you guys appreciate me...and I am thankful for that. However...i always did not ask to be appreciate...and always work in the dark. Meaning, I helped, without asking anything in return, and sometimes, I helped, and the person did not know of anything. I'm like the back-stage crew of a concert. :) I'm a modern ninja...after all.





So yeah...if you noticed, my posts today are long...and consist of many structural sentences and grammars. I'm practicing my English essay for Tomorrow. :)





Well...i shall end my post here. Ikuzo, Jakey-Kun. Lets fly...fly like the wind.
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